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MonsterNo body undertstands,
Understands that I can't help who I am,
I can't help that I drink blood,
That I eat flesh,
No body wants to be near me,
For fear that I may eat them,
For I am a Monster.
I wish there was somebody,
Somebody that would help me,
Care for me,
And would stay by my side forever,
But this will never come true,
For god has given me a gift,
A gift and a curse.
No body wants someone like me,
For I can't control the beast,
The beast inside me,
That taunts me,
That wants me to kill,
That wants me to murder.
But as I try to make it go away,
It comes back full force,
Growling and needing,
Wanting the smooth red life liquid,
Every Angel Deserves a Child"I can't feel the unfurling of my wings, Daddy."
I was not her father. I had entered her life when she was two years old, and she called me Daddy since she never knew her real father. Her mother's death two years ago made me the sole, living parent of an eleven-year-old, and I never felt like I was the right person for the job.
"What do you mean, Asrin?"
"Mom always said that when puberty started I would be the swan that emerged from the ugly duckling. She said I would be able to fly gracefully towards my dreams. But, I don't feel it."
As much of a woman as she was becoming, she was still a child. I wanted to answer her question, but I really had a hard time discussing her blossoming womanhood in the middle of a laundromat. Her pretty eyes were pleading with me, but I told her we'd talk later.
Janet had told Asrin a lot of things before she succumbed to the cancer. The last week or so of Janet's life were morphine-induced fantasy, I think.
Janet and I had met during c
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